I know in the middle of finding out who the man in the mirror is there are random posts about whats going on with me but i have come to realize that it is part of finding out who that man really is.
I have been doing some research about what the army can do with me, and none of it is good. the army can try to reclass me but with the army drawing down it is not a likely option. More then likely they will med board me and end up paying me, now that can range from very little to a good amount so i have been looking at alternate jobs...only thing is that i am only looking in PA since i want to be home. I have looked into a few different fields and all of them are looking great, just have to take a few tests to determine which ones i can do.
After mentioning it to brette, i cant see her staying with me after the army. Something tells me that if i take a job in PA and dont bother looking in OK or taking a job in OK she will want to walk out that door. That is fine with me...just let me get the job and get through any training that I need to before she leaves. I would love to get a job in my hometown and be around family and friends..at least that way i know the kids are growing up in the same area that I did...just have to be smart about where I live and make sure that family can help me watch the kids when it comes to work...there will be a lot of changes...some i am ok with and some i am looking forward to...some are not good and some i dont want to deal with...
As long at the kids are ok, happy, and we make it work i will be fine...i really want to be around family and friends to help through this troubled time...if she leave good bye i will be fine and figure things out like i always do...if she stays...well that might not happen anyways so why even bother worring about it.
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