Jess D

I met her through some friends right after I came home from Bloomsburg for the summer. She had a great smile, and of course was beautiful and big chested. After meeting her i started to like her and spent lots of time with her. We started dating, but the problem was is she expected me to be someone else. Its like she had a mold that she wanted me to fit into and towards the end when she was getting ready to head to college i didnt fit the mold anymore. She didnt want me talking to anyone but her friends, and that wasnt happening. I was still talking to Sheila, and even though my heart was torn after what she did to me, i had to keep her in my life.

Jess and I never had sex, not that i didnt try but honestly enough it never played a part in our relationship. It was very strange from any other rleationship I have had since. It was never about sex, it was about being together. She was/is a good woman...just was always acting like she deserved better and was better then me, made me feel like i was just a summer toy to her...a name and a face that had some local recognition and a stepping stone for her in life.

I ended it before the end of the summer cause all of that finally made me realize that i didnt want to be with someone like that. I wanted needed and deserved to be with someone who didnt care about anything I did or will do, but someone who wanted to me be with just me...cause in the end i am the only thing i can give....