Crazy things....

Well today was a messed up day on so many levels. I went to physical therapy today and got told that my shoulder is getting worse. I have to call and make an appt with my dr to see about starting the medical board process. So yay, the army is thinking about getting rid of me. then i go to my unit and after leaving my house for like 30 min, i get a text from my fiance telling me that she feels unwanted here with me and the kids. I told her if i wanted her gone i would tell her to get out and not come back. Throw on top of that she told me that she will not live in pa if the army gets rid of me..well PA is my home state and if i can get a job in my home area i am going there and raising my kids, like i was raised. I dont understand why she came here with me if she wasnt willing to move where ever i get a job army or not. then work was just stupid, getting yelled at for dumb shit. I just dont understand why she moved to NY with me knowing that i chose this base because it was the closest to my hometown. I have to get back there more to visit with friends and family