I met her during the summer i was dating Jess. It was a quick meeting since i was drunk and i dont remember much about the meeting. THe next time i saw her was at physicals for sports at Lackawanna college. It was right after my grandfather passed away and i was all sorts of distraught.
We started talking and eventually she came over...mind you at this time i was screwing any female that was willing....We started talking and the next thing I know she is naked and we are having sex. She didnt want to use a condom cause she liked the real feel and of course i didnt mind...i would say that i was stupid but years later i wouldnt do that to Thomas.
During her pregnancy things were all sorts of crazy..one minute she wanted me near and the next she wanted to shoot me, her parents were not the nicest people in the world and wanted me to stop school take care of carol and the baby and then go back after she finished school.
Her entire family made things very difficult on me, coupled with the fact that her now hunsband hated my guts and did everything he could to screw me over in her eyes...
looking back on it all now the only regret i have is that i didnt stick with things and make them work with thomas and i will always feel like i took the cowards way out...even though things worked out for the best for him...he has a great life and a good family..its all i ever hoped for him..
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