Fighting the demons

I am going to try and post as much as I can when I have time. Things are not always good in my life, and recently I am not sure who I see in the mirror each morning. Thre are days when i know the man and many other days when i have no clue who that man is or where he came from. Things have prompted me to figure out who that man in the mirror really is. Unfortunatly that means I am going to have to start at the beginning and go through all of my demons to find out. Not something I am looking forward to, since i know how much bad shit i have been through in my life and what i have done to people. I will hope to have enough support and courage from my close friends that they will read what I write and not judge me or take offense to anything that is written. Its not about them but what goes through my head...I hope they understand