Just thinking

Im sitting here tonight watching football and trying to figure out my next move. If all works out well i should graduate and have the diploma by the middle of next month. That opens up a different world for me, now I can look into law school, and deep down inside i can relax and not have to push as hard with the army anymore since i now have a degree to fall back on. Part of me wants to walk into the dr office and tell him that its time for me to get out and go home, the problem is that part of me wants to go where there is a job for me, and the other part wants to go home to Scranton area and raise my kids with my friends and their kids. I know that the fiance does not want to go back and if i figure out that is where i want to go, then i guess she will have to make a decision. I just want to be home with friends and family and just relax and enjoy the rest of my life, maybe be a coach and just enjoy my kids. Who knows, if she leaves i wont be as upset if i am home with friends and family.....guess we will see as time goes on....just want to be happy all the way around